As I sit here
No one knows
Who I am
No one cares
I sit alone
I never speak
When I do
No one listens
They never do
I wish I had a friend
A friend who wont
Use me
I never had a friend
Who didnt use me
Inside they hate me
Everyone does
I dont know why
If I die they wont care
No one would
I just wish I had a friend
A friend that would never hurt me
Unlike all the others
The days past by,
And still I sit here and cry.
I keep wondering why,
Why you arn't here by my side.
You promised me you'd always be here,
That you'd always be near.
But where are you now?
You are no where to be found.
Now I'm all alone once again,
Just when I thought I found a true friend.
But maybe this was all meant to be,
And maybe someday you will see,
How it feels to be deceived,
How it feels to be me.....
<3
I've heard so many people tell those who suffer depression to just 'cheer up.' I wonder if they can really believe that it's that simple.
Depression isn't just sadness. It is emptiness, it is misery. It is pain and nothingness at once. When you are truly depressed you lack the ability or will to cheer yourself up. No one just 'has depression.' You suffer from it. This is depression:
You will wake at 5, 6, maybe 7am, feeling as though you had only just fallen asleep. It's likely you did. If you don't have to be somewhere, you could lie in bed for another 3 hours...too tired, too miserable and pathetic to crawl out of you bed. Or maybe you wi